As I predicted its another "quiet period" - and I am learning slowly not to anticipate what might happen next. In fact not one of my friends has heard me talk about it at all in the past few weeks - and that's good going. A couple have asked me if there is any updates or anything more happened but I've said no then diverted conversation on. "The Hassle" does not deserve any airtime so to speak - nor does it deserve any space in my thoughts either and I am pleased to say that is getting less and less as the days pass by. Still think of "The Connection" everyday - smile at their photos we have up in our house, tell them good morning. night night and love you everyday. Think that's something I will always do - even if they never get to know or don't believe me if they do find out, nothing and no-one can stop me loving them and thinking of them.

Been so busy recently haven't really had much time to stop and think!! Throwing myself into socialising, having fun, working and the wedding!! Plans coming along nicely and been getting quotes for the honeymoon too which is very exciting!! - just need to get my head round trying to get the funds together.......been trying to get into the MoneySavingExpert forums - jeez some of these people are good!! Just wonder how much I can convince my other half to cut back to save money for the wedding/honeymoon/future family....... - Some of the people just amaze me as to how quickly they manage to pay off their mortgages and get rid of debt, or make money out of the tiniest things...but to me it all seems so time consuming. Cant do anything about our mortgage for another 7 months yet....hoping the term can be reduced but wont hold my breath in the current situation.....but I know it could all change again still.

Slightly off topic there - but that's a good thing! - May have to change the title of my blog once I have learnt to forget IT, but then again, I am pretty sure they will never let go and give up on the hassle.....