What do I mean....learning to live with the hassle?

.....Some people ask me why I don't do more about it. Believe me - I have tried!!! People have said how can I put up with it? - Easy - I'm in love. If I could turn the clock back what would I change??? Not a single thing.

Instead I have to learn to live with it, ignore it, laugh at it and pretend its never happened/happens.......easier said than done though. I have bored my friends to tears with my stories of it, some of them aren't about anymore, some of them have just made distance between them and me - so here starts my blog.........learning to live with the hassle.

In some respects it makes me smile to think that my life is so interesting to someone else - that someone takes time in their day to think about me, tries to find things out about me, tries to think of ways to hassle me and my other half..........I would love to have time in my day to be able to fit all that in as well!!!!

In other respects it makes me angry - why on earth should they be trying to do this to me? They'll never achieve what they ultimately want - if it was going to happen it'd have happened before now.

Then I feel sorry for them - sorry that they clearly don't have anything else in their life to stop them thinking about me. Is their life so boring that they need to cling onto whats happening or what they think might be happening in mine????